screw this
 

your ruined me, no i've ruined myself. You were never supposed to mean this much to me. you were never supposed to me my everything, my everyone, my whole world or my only thougt. i was never supposed to care this much about anyone. i wasnt supposed to cry myself to sleep every night over you. I wasnt supposed to be heart broken after 4 months of not being together. i was never supposed to have to watch you go after countless girls in that short period of time. i was never supposed suffer this pain. you were never supposed to be my biggest regret.  You were never supposed to be this important to me.

i was never supposed to fall in love with you. But i did; and i was never supposed to ever regret something , this much. ever.