t o b e h o n e s t
,
i'm not sure what to think of you at
all.. i like you, but i don't want to. you make me confused,
happy, upset, excited, nervous & so much more. bad part is you
don't even know and it kills me to even think about how many
times i've missed chances with other guys and now that i have a
chance i don't know if i can take it? truth is, things are easier
said than done, i'm not your first, won't be your last but i'll
try to be your right now♥; i'm not the prettiest, "most
experienced" and so much more, but i can try right? i used to
purposely not like guys because of this exact situation but now i
can't help it and it feels like its going to go no where.. i
guess whatever happens - happens; but ill try to make it
work.