Sweetie, I see behind
that
smile,
when I know that its killing
you inside to see him happy with another girl knowing that it
used to be you he had his arm around like that. you can tell he
loves her from the look in his eyes and his smile. They're
happy together. you know you should be happy for her to. i mean
shes your best friend. you should be happy for her right? but
no, your really not. your dying inside. you put that fake smile
on your face and tell everyone you fine, your just tired. you
say that you think there adorable. but you don't, do you?
when your talking with her she tells you about there funny
stories and they're inside jokes. you smile and laugh and
awh at all the cute stories. but knowing that once you were in
her position hurts so badly, doesn't it. so keep that fake
smile on your face and laughing loudly when he walks by. keep
smiling on the outside eve though your breaking down on the
inside. you just want to cry when you see them holding hands.
but hang in there pretty girl. Stay strong. But just remember,
smiles wont hide everything
forever.
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