Letter two: Your
crush
Well, for me, he's more than a crush. This is what I
said to him.
well.. I love you
are 3 words i say to my best friends everyday. But I never mean
them the way they're supposed to be used. Because I can only
say that to one person. Its you. You're the only person
I've ever said it to and meant it. I know it seems weird how
I could love you because of those reasons and all, but I do. I
really do and it really sucks for both of us. Mostly you because
you weren't expecting it and I'm sorry. It's gunna be
hard to get trough this because it's not just a phase.
It's not just because I'm a teenage girl going through
things. I've felt this way forever and it's gonna be some
hard to stop. I'm one of those girls who doesn't stop
until she gets what she wants. I hate it. I've never givin up
on anyone in my life until I got them. I've tried getting
with different guys, alot of guy actually.. but that's how
I've delt with it. I recently was with a guy who i thought
was going to get me through being in love with you because he was
so in love with me.. But i didn't love him back. Everytime I
was with him, I wished it was you. So I couldn't do it
anymore. No guy is making me happy and belive me I've tried
it with alot of them. Really i got slutty young and it sucks but
that's how I've delt with it. And now I've got a bad
name, it's never going to leave and it's just not working
anymore. My love for you is too strong and I'm sorry I'm
putting all this on you. But I mean I love you when I say it to
you and you only.
ps- I love you so so so much and I'd do anything for you to
love me back..
bye<3 love: kay.
Taylee345 · 1 decade ago
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I feel the exact same way. This just explained my life. Your not alone(: