I never thought that after everything this is where we would end up. you with her & me sitting on witty crying and writing about it. i never thought you'd fall out of love with me. i ever thought my attitudes could really push you away. i wanted nothing but for you to stick with me forever, through everything. i'm so sorry.  i'm sorry i took you for granted. i hope she treats you better. i hope she makes you a bigger priority then i did. and while you enjoy spending time with her, kissing her lips, and touching her hair, i want you to know something. i want to tell you that 

i loved you.