who can i talk to 
i messed up
thats all you seem to care about
how horrible i am.
you dont get anything.
look what your doing to me
i messed up
i cant take it back
your so confusing
what do you want me to do
im trying to make my self feel better
because nobody else is
so thanks for all your love.
you may care but you suck at showing it
your making me hate my self more and more.
thank you
want to remind me one more time?
no i got this
i messed up
oh hey why dont you
pull my hair
push me down
help me up
and trip me again.
thats what you doing
i appreciate it
but dont get mad if im depressed
because even though your my friend
i feel like your my enemy
i messed up
and i appreciate your understanding.
thanks for leaving my side at the time i needed you