He used  me. We used  to be. ♥
A story of heartbreak 
Chapter {One}

     My mom basically just told me that my dream is about to come true, and I am now hiding in my closet crying. I don't know what came over me. Over the past few months I was losing sleep just thinking about Cottage Road, my dad, and him. But when my mom told me that I was going to live with dad for a year or two, I couldn't take it. I'm just confused.
    I haven't seen dad in so long, and I haven't seen him in even longer! I loved him. But now that it's been so long, I'm not so sure. I had received a letter from him just yesterday, actually. It was one of the stupidest letters I've ever gotten. It said, 

"I love you, beautiful Charlene." 

 

    And then he signed his name. A part of me wanted to crumple the letter up and throw it away. But I know that it had saved me, as corny as it was. I was so close to suicide it was ridiculous. But now that I have to go to Cottage Road, I just feel weird. I can't help remembering my passionate kiss with Ron last year, under the weeping willow tree. I don't want to leave Ron. He is not my lover, but I do fancy him quite a bit.
   A thought struck me suddenly. Not only will I be leaving Ron, I will be leaving the weeping willow tree behind as well! I sobbed quietly. That tree - as silly as it sounds - has seen so many of my precious moments. Whenever I look at its stunning canopy of branches and leaves, I remember an old memory that makes me smile. I just wasn't ready to leave.


Okay, so that was the first chapter:) It was a little shorter than it probably should be but I didn't want you guys to fall asleep;) I hope you liked it! I am working on the second chapter right now, so thanks for reading and stay tuned!