It
isn't pretty, but please read.. I need
help.
I miss my best guy friend.
I'm sorry for the way I kept rejecting you,
but you have to understand that well that happened in the
summer
and I said sorry so many times.
But you act so sweet to me, you kiss me, we flirt,
but then you just start a random argument.
And it sucks. Because I'm losing you..
I regret not giving you the chance in the summer,
but everyone makes mistakes. I'm not perfect.
I was "in love" with someone else, who not to mention, is
your best friend.
I couldn't just leave him for you.
I would do anything to have you as my best friend again,
I would do anything for you to just give me that chance again and I
won't reject it this time..
because we are best friends. Best friends basically kind of always
end up going out,
and we can work. We always used to flirt, you hug from behind..
it's basically like we already go out.
But you have a girl friend.
She hates me.
And to tell you the truth, I think you keep getting into arguments
with me because she's making you not talk to me..
I'm not just saying that because like well she hates me and i
hate her;
but I'm saying that because she made you stop talking to me
before..
she can easily do it again.
I just want you back..
I want the old you back..
The you that called me every single day, the you that texted me
good morning every day, the you that would say good night to me
every day, the you that would stay up with me on the phone every
day, the you that if i was crying or hurt you would be the one
there for me, the you that hugged me from behind, the you that
hugged me then swung me around, the you that would give me piggy
back rides, the you that acted like my best friend but also my boy
friend..
I was to dumb to see that you liked me ..
but you told me at a wrong time.
And i completely understand how you aren't gonna wait around
for someone forever..
but i just wish you would of waited around for a little bit
longer..
I'm ready now ..
I'm ready for you to be my boy friend but also my best friend.
I'm ready for me to be you're girl friend but also your
best friend.
You like your girl friend now tho, a lot...
Dump her. Leave her.
She cheated on you , I would never cheat on you.
Come back.. I'm ready..
People understand how i feel but
they can't relate or help me with it, i just wish you witty
girls could give me some advice.. /: sorry it isn't
pretty..
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amarullz14 · 1 decade ago
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i had literally the exact same problem, but as i fell for him, he began to change, he begged me to date him and told me he loved me and then i found out the same day he asked like 5 other girls to hookup. that day i lost my bestfriend because i didnt just let him be a guy and date girls and make mistakes, i knew i was what was good for him, but he didnt and i tried to show him that and he didnt understand. we barely talk anymore, so my advice would be let him be a guy and do whatever he wants because when he's done messing around he'll see you were there all along