30 days, 30 letters
d a y 1 9 ; s o m e o n e t h a t p e s t e r s y o u r m i n d ( b a d )

Dear Rachel,
You are my best friend. I love you. I never want to lose you;
let me start off with that. The only thing I don't like, which
I KNOW you don't do on purpose, is that you get
everything you want. Point blank. Your family has a lot
of money, and you're able to shop at very expensive clothing,
shoe, and fashion stores. Every time I think about spending my
money, and saving, and controlling spending, I think of you.
I think of how I have to plan ahead, and how you just get what
you want, when you want. Everything you freaking have
is worth hundreds of dollars. You're  gorgeous, you have
a huge house; I'm jealous, truthfully. And even when I look at
clothes online, I'll be like "Oh, Rachel has that... Oh I wonder if Rae
would like this... or Oh I wonder if Rachel would notice
if I bought this" and you kinda make me feel bad about the
things I have, and want. \: I shouldn't feel like this, because we're
best friends, but I can't help it. It isn't your fault though.
I have to control my way of thinking. Love you still.
-Maria
♥

PS: I know this quote is a day late, but something happened with my computer yesterday, and the keyboard wasn't working, so I obviously  couldn't make a quote! Haha... but yeah, now its fixed, so I'll have today's up too so we won't get behind! Sorry!