Im not a cryer, i hate crying, espically
in front of other people, crying is a rare occasion for me. But
even if i wana cry, i wont. At least not until i am alone in my bed
or shower. Where no one can see me finally breaking down. So
instead ill lay in bead with my headphones on & loud. Ill lay
here and just try to forget about the world & reality for
awhile, block everything out with my music. See that is the thing,
i keep it all to myself. Im laying here debating upoun texting a
close friend, & just totally venting away. But then i think
about if they would even actually care. I mean i know they would
text back, but would they cause they felt obligated or because they
actually care. I dont want to be the one
complaining
Im not a cryer, i hate crying, espically in front of other people,
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Mar 28, 2011 7:54pm