in my spare time i think back to what was...
i reread all the notes we passed
i think of all the memories we had
i think of the times you called me baby or sweety
i read over the texts you sent me that i locked
i think back to how good your hugs and kisses felt
your voice plays in my head again of how you said i was beautiful and how amazing i was...

but when reality hits me, and i stop thinking and remembering the good times we shared...
i think of why it didnt work.
and i realize, no matter how many nice things there were, the pain you caused me, overshadows it all.
no girl deserves pain in a loving relationship...
i deserve someone better. you dont deserve me.