I feel weird. I haven't been on here since July, and to read my old posts and such makes me realize how much we really all do change. Since then, I've drastically changed. My life has drastically changed. The boy whom I broke up with because i had 'fallen out of love' with him, is now the guy i'm head over heels for once again. The boy who I was trippin on then, won't even talk to me now. He's given me many ups and downs, sad times and good times, and it's all made me realize that you're first love is always going to be someone you're in love with. I'm not really sure why I'm really writing this, but I guess it's just to say that even when times get tough, and you feel like you don't like someone anymore, you never know. You probably do, it's just at that point in time, you don't know what you have. Watching my boyfriend date someone else put me into tears. I couldn't take it. It crushed me. But now, we're back together because i told him how I felt, and things couldn't be better. Never be afraid to speak up! Also, Campbell(boy I hate), go DIE in a deep hole. Those are usually cold, like your heart. <3