I hate my life.
i dont have friends, Im not rich, infact, i get $10 a month if im lucky.
I dont have an ipod, itunes, etc. i dont have my own laptop, we dont have fancy fast wireless brodband, infact we have slow, dial up.
i want all those things though
but do you see me complaining? no,
why?
because im too scared of being judged, and i hate with everything ive got, pity.
Im sick of being Jealous of everyone i see.
ive tried to comit suicide about 3 times. i cut every day.
im depressed.
and i honestly just want my life to change..