You know, sometimes i think about
everything and i realize i
should have done things different i shouldn't have done the
things i did but because of that were over and everythings wrong and i cant help that now. and
sometimes i get so depressed
about it i think about stuff like suicide. but then i think "oh maybe
things will get better"
and eventually they do. or sometimes i just hide everything with a
broken smile.. but thats not
good either is it? and then i think back and say why would i
ruin my life over just a
guy. but he wasn't just a guy. he was special. to me. and no one else saw that
when i did. but thats what
happens when you mess up.
things happen. but you have to move on... and thats not
always easy...
You know, sometimes i think about everything and i realize i
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