I want to tell you how much I love you.
And how much I care about you. But
I am scared. Because you do not feel
that way about me anymore. And even
if you do, you do not love and care for
me as much as I love and care for you.
Sometimes I am so tempted to just run
up to you, kiss you on the lips, and hold
you close until the end of time. I know we
used to be special. But I also know that that
was in the past. And this is now. And now
you do not feel the same way. So I am left
feeling empty. I have Mitch, who I love so
much. But you; The feeling you give me
is incredible. But I do not want you to make
me feel incredible. Because feeling
incredible comes with a price. A price
called happiness. Stop making me feel
this way. Because then I miss you. And
missing you hurts. And knowing that
you will never miss me also hurts.
Knowing the fact that you have moved
on hurts. Knowing the fact that she is so
much more amazing than I ever was
hurts. So please; just leave me alone.
No matter how much I beg and plead
for you not to, do not listen. It is for my
own good. But I guess if it is for my own
good, you will never cooperate. So let's
just say it is for your own good. Because
I know that it involves something good for
you, you will surely help. So just promise
me one thing; That you will stop hurting me.

Thankyou.