I'm trying to tell myself things aren't changing.
I'm trying to believe this lie.
The lie that things don't feel like they're already slipping away.
The cute, adorably long texts,
the random calls,
the insanely entertaining conversations that seemed to make time stop,
the fact that you always took the time to spell out i love you because you knew their was a difference between i l y and i love u and i luv you. that i love you meant more to me. 
the singing or rapping.. or naming a bunch of songs that i'll never forget,
talking about anything and everything,
staying up till 2 and sometimes 5 am.
I just dont want to believe that i feel like its already gotten boring to you.
Because if it was still the same, I'd never get bored.
I want you & only you, cause im completely and 100% in love with you.
& i refuse to let what we had..
what we still have. slip away </3 
Promise me it hasnt, promise me it wont,
promise me it never will. 
1.29.11 <3