&+i want to

to put my head on his lap

and feel like there is no

other place i would rather

be.

 
i want him to hold my hand, and make me

feel safe, and he would never dare to let me go.

i want him to hold me in his arms like its the last moment we have to live.
i want to stare into his eyes for 20 minutes straight and smile uncontrollably.  
but im still waiting for HIM.