Everything All At Once
Chapter One
(2011)

dear diary,

"when i saw him for the first time, it had been almost four year's. he gave me a hug and laughed about how he was taller then me, the first time he looked in my eyes i had to reminded myself to breathe. i had feeling's for him before, but i wasn't sure if i wanted to take things farther. we had something special together, i won't lie but i wasn't sure if i could handle that. when i met his best friend, everything changed i knew from the second we first started talking that i would like him, and i was right. it took less then two weeks, and i knew there was just something about him. but i hated it at the same time, i hated not being able to tell him. that's the way i am when i like someone, i have to tell them because what if they feel the same? but he was different, drew was so different. i don't know what everyone had against him, there were so many people telling me so many different things. but i really didn't care, what he looked like how he did his hair, what type of clothes he wore. honestly why did it matter? he was a great guy, with a big heart and he understood me. but what about dray? how would he feel, how much would i hurt him."
 

12:45 already? i had so much to think about, i grabbed my soft red blanket from my bed, and headed to the couch. i flipped though all the channels, nothing was on that i really wanted to watch. i was feeling all hopeless, like i was missing something and like i needed to feel loved. "twilight it is!" i thought to myself, by the time it was over it was past 2 am. i turned off the tv, put on "sweater song" by hedley and closed my eyes.

chapter two coming soon? :)
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