sometimes.
all you gotta do
is blast depressing music
cry your eyes out until you cant
shove your face in a pillow and ruin
it
with mascara
rip up picture of you and him
think of all the times you miss
wanting to go back a year to when you were
at your happiest
looking at all of his old text messages he
sent you
looking at his girlfriend and
thinking how ugly you are
thinking... wow my life honestly does suck
without you
after you smile.. pretend
nothing
happend.
*not my
format