So, i was with this guy for 7 months altogether. Over the summer he left me to go back to his ex. We weren't dating, but i really had fallen for him. I was heart broken for the next month. Until he texted me telling me he made a huge mistake of letting me go. He realized that i would of treated him better. I gave him another chance. He asked me out August 23rd, at 11:11 pm. I instantly said yes. I was the happiest person ever. We dated up until December 29th. He dumped me in the worst way possible. Changing his Facebook status to 'single' and i didn't get a text, or a message. So i messaged him on Facebook. He replied and said he didn't want to do it like that either, it was low. He called me, we were on the phone for 40 minutes. I tried everything to get him to stop doing what he was about to do. He dumped me that night. It was probably the hardest night of my life. And things are only getting worse. He told me he didn't love me anymore. And that he didn't have the time for me. He told me he doesn't care. 4 months dating, but 7 months altogether, is hard. Because he was my first love. I was in love with him. and i still am, regardless of how cold hearted what he did to me was. He was my first kiss. He promised me 'forever' and promised me he would never stop loving me. funny how that worked. I'm a mess. I'm completely dead inside. With him gone, nothing exists. I put everything into that relationship, to get absolutely nothing back. I know 14 sounds so young to fall in love, and be absolutely heartbroken. But love doesn't have an age limit. You can love at 2, or you can love at 87. If i could go back, i wouldn't of taken back the chance. I don't regret it. Because the time i spent with him, was the happiest i've ever been. The feeling he gave me, was just so strong, i cant take back the love i gave, and i dont want it back. He made me so happy, and to me, there is no one better. But out of this whole experience, i learned that everyone does hurt you, even the ones you think never will, still do. and it will kill you. once you give your heart up to someone, you can't take it back. You can't fall out of love with someone, and you can't wake up one morning and not love the person you've been with. I love him, but i hate what he did to me.

If your still reading this, thank you so much & i love you. <3