"The broken clock is a comfort it helps me sleep tonight. Maybe it can stop tomorrow, from stealing all my time. I am still here waiting, I still have my doubts, I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out."
So; it's been almost 2 years since we met. I knew from the second I saw you that it was love at first sight. She was my friend, but turns out you've known her for awhile too. We began to talk because we were playing the same sport at school. I remember one of the first things you said to me..: "heart? what heart? you have no heart. it's just a cold, hard stone." That broke my heart, because i DO have one. And it loved you. I Loved you. Sorry, I love you. We went out in the fall of that year, up until early spring. You were my first kiss (although my friend kinda pressured me into it...). Turns out she was the one who broke us apart.... we broke up over and over but we always got back together, and I thought it was because of love...i still dont know why you did...that night she told you she liked you...you told me you loved me. you asked me out but i said we should wait until school so we could see each other more. So you chose her. My (now ex...)BEST friend. You drove us apart. Way to go. I'm still loving you while you're enjoying your life with her. And she doesnt even know.....</3 if you actually read all of this, thank you so much. its true, but i just needed to vent. i love you all!
I'll watch the night turn light blue but it's not the same without you, because it takes two to whisper quietly. The silence isn't so bad 'til I look at my hands and feel sad 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly </3 I'm so sorry....</3
So today my ELA teacher got into a rant about how we don't take proper care of our English books and that we need to treat them like they're our children. Um, one- who would be the father? and two- If this is true: I think DSS needs to get involved.... (:
"I'm sorry, I still love you..." "It's okay. I love you too. You know that. Maybe we'll have another chance later but right now, I'm going to be with her." "but...my best friend?! How long have you even liked her?? You told me it was only as a friend..." "Since last year..." "So you liked her while you were with me?" "...yeah..." "Then be happy with her. You never loved me. Don't say you did; that's just another lie that I'd rather live without." </3
I love it when one of your friends says something really funny so everyone starts laughing and as soon as everyone's finally stopped laughing that one person laughs again and EVERYONE starts laughing uncontrollably<3