So; it's been almost 2 years since we met. I knew from the second I saw you that it was love at first sight. She was my friend, but turns out you've known her for awhile too. We began to talk because we were playing the same sport at school. I remember one of the first things you said to me..: "heart? what heart? you have no heart. it's just a cold, hard stone." That broke my heart, because i DO have one. And it loved you. I Loved you. Sorry, I love you. We went out in the fall of that year, up until early spring. You were my first kiss (although my friend kinda pressured me into it...). Turns out she was the one who broke us apart.... we broke up over and over but we always got back together, and I thought it was because of love...i still dont know why you did...that night she told you she liked you...you told me you loved me. you asked me out but i said we should wait until school so we could see each other more. So you chose her. My (now ex...)BEST friend. You drove us apart. Way to go. I'm still loving you while you're enjoying your life with her. And she doesnt even know.....</3
if you actually read all of this, thank you so much. its true, but i just needed to vent. i love you all!