it used to be that you brought out the
best in me. I didn't
swear anymore, I could joke around with you and with my friends,
I could be myself, & I
could be happy at all times,
or at least act happy. now, I can't even do
that. now, unfortunately, you bring out the worst in me. my foul language is
coming back, and I don't know why. I'm always sad, mad, or annoyed and people
notice. I can no longer act happy around people, and I
tend to break down and cry in public. I'm not the
same person I used to be. & I don't know
if I will ever
again be the old me.
