Here's to being
strong;
Here's to being lied to. To being walked
on, used, promised something, & fed
bullshit. Here's to seeing the best in him; not believing
that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be.
Here's to trusting
over & over & over again because you really wanted to
believe that what he did was a mistake, that he's
changed. He won't change.
The way he is & was is the way he will always be. If he lies
to you, he doesn't feel you are good enough to
hear the truth. If he plays you, you don't mean enough to him
for him to be with just you. Breaking a
promise means he is okay with disappointing you. He knows what
he is doing when he is doing it. He knows what will hurt you
& he does it anyway. As much as he says he does, he
doesn't really care about you.
Here's to him saying he's sorry. With him, it's one
of those words that is said so many times; it doesn't even
sound like a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his
lie. Excuses mean nothing;
nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did. Now
take this as a lesson learned: let him go & move the f*ck on with your
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rachelraw · 1 decade ago
This made me burst into tears
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