The truth is that I don't need you. I think I just needed someone to love, who understood my anxiety, everyday pain, frustrations, depression. And I thought that I had found that in you. I guess I did... but too early. I'm too young. It's too soon. And it's not right. I thought I needed a guy. I thought I needed someone to love. But I don't. I don't even really know the meaning of the word in that sense. And that doesn't excuse you from the pain you've caused me. Because I wont ever forget that. But... it was my fault for liking you so much. It wasn't your fault, you never FORCED me to fall for you, like girls always say. I did that all on my own. And I'm taking responsibility for that. I'm sorry if my unexplainable mood swings confused you. If your reading this, I guess you'll understand why. But anyway, I don't need you. I'm not completely over you yet, that much I know. But I do know that I'm on my way. I don't need you and I never really did. This is a new chapter in my life. The chapter where I say goodbye to my feelings for you.