no matter what i do for you, its never enough

You put your hands on my waist and I feel your tight grip through my jacket, I feel the tears welling up in my eyes and I exhale and tighten my grip on your hands, trying to fight this urge to be closer to you. Your eyes look so soft and innocent, as you kissed my forehead a million memories flashed into my head at once. I couldn’t help but let my emotions overcome me, the tears poured out of my eyes and you held my head and wiped them all away as I saw a single tear go down your cheek. I turned and kissed your cheek soft and slow, as I saw the pain in your face not to cry you just grabbed me and hugged me harder than I knew was possible, my body felt fragile and protected, and you put your face against mine, “this is so hard” you whispered to me and all I could say was that I couldn’t handle being this close to you, and you told me that it felt so good and familiar as we exchanged glances, I never felt so close to anyone and you kissed me. If only I knew what would come of that night, and now everything we did, you’re doing with her, and as I sit alone, you’re holding her and telling her how amazing she is, as I miss you, you dont think twice about me. ♥

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-this is about my boyfriend who i went out with for a year, this happened last night and then this morning he flat out told me about how he wanted to be with another girl<|3