"I was lying in bed this
morning, and all of a sudden I got this really sharp
pain right by my heart. I felt like I was getting stabbed. It
lasted for about 15 seconds. My thoughts were
racing and I was trying to breathe heavy to
get it to go away.
I thought I
was going to die.
This
is the part where it applies to every single
one of you. I've tried to take my life before, I've
wanted to die so many times in my life, but when I
felt like something was going to kill me
without my control, all of those thoughts stopped. In my mind I
was begging I would be
okay. No matter how much you hate the world,
no matter how much you hate yourself, there are answers that
are better than death. Believe me. There are
people that love you. I love you, for crying
out loud. There are people who would be a wreck if you were
gone. There is a reason we
are all on this Earth, I promise you, even if
you can't see it now. If you're feeling alone, know
that the world can be a lonely place.
But it would be lonelier
without you."
-Hayley
Williams
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