The Way I Loved You♥
chapter 2.

 

i've been sitting in the same place now, for 6 hours. writing, writing about my life, about everything.  i have alot going on in my life. espicially in the past 2 years. i'm nicole. i'm 14. i'm a sophmore in highschool. i'm really quite. i don't talk alot...well, now that i think if it i really don't talk at all. i keep to myself. i don't wear make-up or straighten my hair. i'm all natural, that's how i think of it. i am about 5'4" and i'm skinny. why you may ask? i havent eaten basically at all for 2 years. it's so hard for me to talk about. you know, what happened 2 years ago. i've only talked about it to 3 people. my big sister, who i love so much and trust her alot. my mom, i needed to tell her, there was no choice, and the officer. every time i talked about 'it' i completely balled my eyes out. i couldn't even breathe. but, here it goes.


2 years ago i was in a car crash. with my best friend in the whole entire world, connor. connor was my life. i loved him, legit loved* him. i loved everything about him. the way his dark brown hair swung in his face, and his hazel green eyes flickered in the light. how he played football, baseball, and basketball. he wasn't afraid to be seen with me either. i wasn't like i am now. back then, i had long curly hair and my icy blue eyes always sparkled, now they are bland. there is nothing to them. i am not happy like i was when i had Connor. i was on the dance team, played volly ball, and was a cheerleader for a little while. i had the most amazing grades, i was popular i  guess...and i had great friends but Connor was my life. everything i did revolved around Connor. i was in love with him. i knew him for my whole life. he treated me like i was a princess. that is what i loved about him. now, i am the complete opposite. a lonely, regretful person. all because i didn't tell a boy that i loved him. it was too late.

 

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