& the truth is;;
everyday, it gets harder.
& the truth is;;
sometimes i forget to breathe.
& the truth is;;
i still can't believe he's gone.
& the truth is;;
i wish i could be in my boyfriends arms
& the truth is;;
i don't always feel like he wants me.
& the truth is;;
i love my boyfriend more than anything.
& the truth is;;
i wish i could be okay.
but the truth is;;