You say you hate jerks but yet you always wanna go out with them? I've always tried my best to be a good person and treat people how they should be treated. But that has'nt got me anywhere. All these guys who treat girls like crap are all doing better at life than me, sometimes i feel like nobody cares about me and if its even worth it. Day by day i wonder if things will ever change. You always say  that hes such a jerk and that you will never talk to him again but who are you kidding its a lie. I walk around with a smile on my face but im just lying to myself. Deep down i feel like crap. The part that hurts the most is that nobody even seems to notice that i'm on the verge of breaking down.</3