I woke up from the night before
The light hurts my eyes.
I’m wearing the same clothes as last night
My eyes are red & swollen

The world is spinning
Everything I do ends in disaster
He broke meI cant be fixed
People don’t understand what is happening
They think they know,
But no ! they don’t !
I want to redo time & start over
With you
But the past is the past

The Present is where I am

& all that I have is the future.
All hope is gone
My tears are shed
I cant take them back
No matter what is said.
I scream in my pillow on the endless nights.
Wishing for a new life

No one can save me now.
                                                MIkaila <3