If you really knew me,

If   you really knew me you would know i am not perfect. According to many people i have a perfect life. I travel the world and my family is wealthy. I have a second home in London, England and i have a partially owned condo in Colorado. The truth is my life is not perfect. I dont have any idea who my real friends are. People tell me lies and they give up on me easily. I am left out alot and abandoned by my friends. And yet i still love my life. Going to London relieves all the pressure of life and lets me live. Also i wish i had cancer or another disease. Not that i want to die but i rather i have it than someone else who deserves to live.  If you really knew me you would know i am not perfect but i have a semiperfect life and i occasionally hate it.

If you really knew me,