Yes I admit it...
I'm jealous of all my friends...
They've never felt pain like I have..
They've never had to hurt themselves...
For someone else...
They're all so happy with their lives...
They're content with who they are..
Their family has money...
Their parents have jobs...
They don't need to get their own money..
They aren't forced to do things everyday..
Their parents might care when they're sad..
They don't have to show a mask everyday..
To keep others from knowing their pain..
They're so good at what they love to do..
They're all so beautiful..
They know more of who they are..
Than I will ever know in my life..



They lead normal lives..
And I'm just an abomination..