There isn't one thing that doesn't remind me of him... I didn't think it was possible to live every second of my life thinking about him, dreaming abuot him or even talking to him... But it has even come down to looking at my [best friend] and [[seeing him in her]].... It's gotta stop, but heart breaks more than it has already just thinking about not loving him anymore... I have to keep holding on, but It's not getting me anywhere.....