Torn Between Two-21

I deffinately regret cutting myself. It hurt so bad, but it was worth it. I went to my room and checked out my phone. DAAAMMNN. 10 missed calls from drake and 10 missed calls from jason 2 missed calls from Kristen and 1 missed call from derek. I didnt even bother calling any of them back. I put some makeup on and put on some jean shorts and a sweatshirt. I went downstairs and saw Chloe talking on the phone.
"Chloe, if Kristen comes here, tell her i'll be at Tille Park. I'll be back around 5:30ish." I said. It was only 4. Chole just nodded and continued talking. I walked to Tille Park and saw Gabby walking home. I waved and she waved back. When i finally reached tille park i sat down on the bench and watched the little kids run and play. Then i thought about what happened yesterday. Tears were falling down on my cheek and i didnt notice. Then this little 5 year old girl, she had braided pig tails and big blue eyes came and sat down with me.
"Are you okay?" She said. I wiped the tears from my face.
"Uhm..yeah." I said, with a smile.
"Oh, well i got this flower for you, just to cheer you up." She said with a big smile. Awh, she was so sweet. I smiled back.
"Awh thank you" I said, and she gave me a rose, it was beautiful.
"Your welcome," She said back," Oh and your really pret-" 
"Susie are you being nice?" It was a guys voice. Nothing familiar.
"Yes, Kyle." Said Susie, oh so her name was susie.
" Haha, sorry 'bout that." Kyle said. I looked up at him. DAMN, he was HOT.He had brown hair and bright green eyes, they were amazing. And his smile...oh god, it was unbelievably white and gorgeous.
"Uhm..haha. it's okay." I said smiling.
"Okay i'll leave you two alone." Said Susie. She got off the benched and skipped to the swings.
"I'm Kyle." Said Kyle, smiling.
"I'm Katherine, call me Kath." I said smiling back.
"Nice to meet you Katherine...Uhm...can you tell me why you were crying earlier?" He asked.
I looked at him, and hesitated to answer.