it is really hard to have that one friend:
that's half the size of you
10 x prettier
a million times smarter
gets all the guys to like her
always gets the boys YOU like, to like her.
not purposely or anything. it just happens.
that you have to see everyday in school.
and just want to melt at how pretty she is or skinny
or how well dressed.
is exactly like me but everyone likes her better
its just really hard to look at her and not be jealous.
i feel like i can never level up to her.
i know i can't actually.
because shes great.
 shes always there for people. so am i?
shes bubbly? so am i?
she i don't even know. its just
really hard to have a friend like that.