+ loving: school,homecoming,leadership,having to be fit, varsity volleyball, tv, my indie music, my eccentric clothing taste, realizing i am hecka lazy, sort of making it in life, class of 2012

-not enjoying as much: homework, honors algebra, ap rhetoric, i cant find a man, class of 2013, stoners are really bothering, the drama in my life, how do you tell a friend that the other hates there guts, how two-faced i realize life is,

= seriously contemplating: graduating early, being a loser, becoming a computer geek, passing math, failing both my history classes, being smart but hating myself for not trying, just got a new ipod thats a plus, need the yeah yeah yeahs cd. losing 20 pounds, becoming a new me.