he puts the biggest smile on my face but all at the same time he rips my heart out not even meaning to..just his touch going to another girl makes me all jealous and sad and makes me wish that he had his arms around me not her wish he called me his girl not anyone else..but i dont want my pain to get to him so he takes me back just so i can crush him again because im not worth his love he deserves so much better then me..im sorry....but istly ( i still love you)