Everytime I think "Maybe I've moved on now. It's been so long maybe I've finally gotten over you", I see you in the hall or one of your friends mention you. Then I remember how cute I thought all your little quirks were and how your eyes would shine when you were with HER. I still wish your eyes would shine like that for me. Even though you've caused me so much pain, heartache, and tears I don't think my heart will ever let you go. I'd love to have you even as just a friend now. You're a great person, and I hate not being in your life at all. Maybe this sounds crazy, but I think the only way for me to move on is to be your friend again. If you ever realize that maybe I'm not that bad after all and you'd like me in your life, just come find me. You'll always have a place in my heart, whether it be as a friend or more I don't know, but you can always count on me to be there for you.