Today my mother told me that she wasted 9 months of her life being
pregnant with me.
Then I started crying and she told me she can't even look at me
because I'm so miserable all the time and that I'm selfish
and think the world revolves around me.
I am 15, I have clinical depression, anxiety, paranoia, and i think
i have panic disorder.
My mom knows all of this.
I haven't gone a day without the thought of suicide on my mind
but i can't do it because i know it would hurt other people and
by taking the easy way out I'd be being selfish.
xCRAZYx · 1 decade ago
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sweetheart,,listen to me. you are beautiful and wonderful. your mother doesn't know what she's talking about. look in the mirror,,smile,,and say i'm not gonna let her get to me today. you are perfect the way you are and suicide won't help anything sweetheart. listen here,,i love you. talk to me if you need anything. i'll be here for you,,always. i won't ever let you down. i'll be your best friend,,your true friend,,your shoulder to cry on. i'll be your everything. talk to me when you need anything because remember sweetie,,i'm always here for you<3