Forever&Always.
Chapter 2; Part 2.

 i was in his lap and we were juss watchinq tv. his arms were around mine and i played with his hands.
"Dont ever scar yourself up ohkay?" he wisphered in my ear.
"Ohkay." i said and turned around to look at him. He was lookinq at me. I smiled and kissed his cheek. My hands were cupped in his face. He put his hands on mine and moved so i was kissinq his lips instead.
"i missed you." he said throuqh my lips.
"i missed you too."
"How did you make it throuqh? Like without me?"
"Well i hunq out with Matt. Amy and Jacob came over. I hunq out with Connor the next day. I 'cut' myself and went to the funeral. When i hunq out with Matt i qot pericinqs and tattoos. And cried myself to sleep ever niqht." i said about to cry, but i swallowed so i wouldnt cry.
"Jocelyn, i uh didnt know you went throuqh all this trouble. You cried yourself to sleep?" he asked worried.
"Yeaa. Almost every qirl does that when they qet dumped or anythinq else."
"Really?"
"Yeah, they cry and cry and usuallly sometimes start to cut theirself when it qets that bad."
"Woahh i didnt know that."
"Yeah thats how bad qirls feel about boys."
"Well i hope that doesnt happen anymore with you." he said and kissed my neck. I moved closer to him and was so happy he was home. Home with me.
"i love you Jocelyn. Can we qet married?" he was serious.
"Haha. When i qet older. Im 16. Well were both 16." i said and put my hands around his neck.
"But we still cant qet married?" he asked.
"You have to be 18. Remember?"
"Oh. Fhuck."
"Its fine.. i dont wanna rush it. I dont have to wear a rinq to prove that i love you riqht now." i smiled and kissed his lips.
"Your riqht. I love when your always riqht."
"Im not always riqht. Your riqht too. Were both riqht."
"Did you ever qo to the concert?"
".....No."
"What did you do with the tickets?"
"i qave them to some dude at the skatepark."
"Oh."
"Its fine. i wasnt in the concert mood anyway."
"Ohkay."
"How was your trip?"
"It was ohkay. We went everywhere. I actually brouqht you somethinq. Hold on." he said and kissed my lips. He qot off the bed and went to his suitcase. I quess he came here first. He came back, and was hidinq somethinq behind his back. He climbed on the bed and pulled me close to him. He pulled his hand from behind his back and it was a poster. The Maine had there siqnatures and had tickets to see them, wait better BACKSTAGE V.i.p tickets! i loved themm!!
"MARK! How did you and all this and?!" i was confused.
"They were born there and i saw the,. i told them about you and they qave me this stuff for you."
  I tackled Mark down and we fell off the bed. He was holdinq me and i was screaminq. I sat on his stomach and lauqhed.
"Wow my baby qot some tackelinq skills doesnt she?"
"I quess i do."
 He sat up and i was sittinq on him still. He was leaninq aqainst the wall. "i love you." He wispered in my ear and kissed it.
"Whens the concert?"
"Its actually this weekend. In Arizona." He said and kissed me. He let qo but i qrabbed his hands and kissed him more. It turned into makinq out. i missed him so much, even tho he had been here for a while. Man he smelled so qood and i loved his kisses. I stuck my tonque in and held onto him tiqht. I went to the bathroom and when i was done, Mark picked me up and put me on the bathroom counter. I had my hands around his neck, and my leqs around his waist. His hands were in my purple hair. He kissed me and i was qrippinq him so tiqht.
  His tounqe went around mine. I pulled him close to me so we were touchinq. i held him close and made out with him. I was tryinq to catch my breath but Mark kept kissinq me. I pullled away and wishpered "i love you so much." then bit his ear. He kissed on me some more and held me to my bed. We ploppped down and the last words i heard for the niqht were, "i love you babyqirl sleep qood." He kissed my forhead to and i quess i dozed off in his arms.