30 days, 30 letters: day 2: your crush.

dear e,
so you dont know this, no one really knows this, except for me. but i just thought i should let you know that i love you. i am so sorry. you dont even know. i can tell you dont feel the same. but i accidentally did. and i feel like crap about it. im sorry. so so so so so so sorry. im waiting to tell you, but i feel like no time, is the right time. but i tried to write a goodbye letter(you know why), and i was going to tell you in it that i love you, but when i was writing all of the things i love about you, i caught myself writing everything. so when you say no one will ever love you, dont say that. you are perfect in everyway possible. my favorite thing, was when you asked me everyday how am i doing. thank you. but lately i said i dont know why i cry myself to sleep for an hour and a half every night, its a lie. its because im afraid to tell you the truth, and youll just leave and forget me. and i feel that if that does happen, ill leave. for good. im so sorry. but thats all. im sorry. and hopefully someday well meet. love you. and always will. youll be my first. sorry.
b.