I think of all my problems, I think of all my pain
I think of all my sorrows, until I go insane
I think of all the smiles Ive worn which hides my sorrows underneath
No one seems to notice that I go through so much grief
My tears seem to keep flowing, inside my tired eyes
Each time I want to tell you, my words come out as lies
These days Im feeling distant, far away and weak
My sadness pulls me farther from the happiness that I seek
Ive just began to realize that all my hopes and dreams are gone
Im walking down a dead-end road, humming a tune-less song
Im standing on a rooftop although Im afraid of heights
Im watching the cars beneath me and somehow it doesnt feel right
Now I think of what Im doing, I know I should find a way
To beat through my depression, will I be able to someday?
Someone might be there, to help me make it through
Maybe they will listen and tell me what to do
Im seeing through the darkness, starting to trust a few
I think Ill try to make it so I can be there for them too....