My mom
only had one eye, I hated her...she was such an
embarrassment.
She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom
came to say Hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could
she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful
look and ran out. The next day at school one of my
class mates
said "EEEE, your mom only has one
eye!"
I wanted to bury myself. I
also wanted my mom to just disappear.
SO i confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna
make me a laughing stock,
then why don't you just die?!!!" My mom did not
respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what i had said,
because
I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings,
I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So i studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.
Then. i got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my
own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comfort.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in
years and she didn't
even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my
children
laughed at her, and i yelled at her for coming over
uninvited.
I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare
my children!"
"Get out of here now!!!" And to this, my mother quietly
answered
"Oh, im so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address."
and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in
Singapore.
So i lied to my wife that i was going on a business trip. After
that reunion, i went to
the old shack which was my childhood home just out of
curiosity.
My neighbors said that she had passed away. I did not shed
a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me two have, it
read:
My dearest son,
I think of you all of the time, I'm sorry that I came to
Singapore and scared your children
I was so glad when I heard you are coming for the reunion.
But i may not even be able to get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry i was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
growing up.
You see... when you were very little you got into an accident,
and lost your eye.
As a mother, i couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with
one eye.
So i gave you
mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing
a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. With
my love to you.
Your mother ♥
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