I miss my best friends so much! Yes I  know it's my fault I lost them but still I wish I could go back and take back the biggest mistake that I have ever made....losing them over something so stupid.

Before
we were the three muskateers
always laughing
having the time of our lives...together
giving best friends a new meaning
having each others backs
hour long phone calls
giving each other the best advice
plans to kill the guy that made you cry
we had nicknames
told each other everything
so many inside jokes...to many to name
memories that would last a lifetime
smiles through our tears
never letting anything or anyone get between us
we all trusted each other
we have looked like retards together but we didn't care what people thought
because we had each other
sleepovers ;camping in the backyard
TOGETHER because we couldn't handle apart
these are the times I despratley miss
 
After
All we are is a simple smile and hi in the halls
you guys have moved on but so have I
we all regret the past....I know I do
whenever I see you guys I see the past and wish it was also the future
I wish I wasn't a jerk..I know I was :[  i hope I've changed
when I see you with your new friends I get so jealous
people asked me what happened to us I don't answer cause I know I'll cry [corny but true]
wish I hadn't let *that girl* come between us
We've had our fights and have always got over them and gone back too BFFLS
but this one we haven't got over I want that to change I miss BFFLS and the ILYSFMF&A
I've let to much time pass before I said all this but I couldn't stand it
I MISS YOU GUYS
and I'M SORRY
I hope I'm worthy of forgiveness and I HOPE AND PRAY that we can go back to being
Best Friends Forever and Ever and Ever
I understand if you can't trust me
but all I do is regret
how did I let this happen to us :'(

Now
I HOPE AND PRAY THAT I AM FORGIVEN I MISS YOU GUYS
 [THAT WAS THE WORST DAY EVER]
ON THE ------- SOCCER FEILD

Your probably wondering why did she wait so long or why now but
I was cleaning out my room and I saw a picture of the three of us hugging, laughing,
and those smiles on our faces were so BIG :] I remembered the times
when we were together and I thought those were the best days of my life
and we were all so happy together I haven't been that happy with my new friends
you guys are IRREPLACEABLE

PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!
CAN WE ALL BE BEST FRIENDS AGAIN
:)