& yesterday was my sisters graduation
we went to friendly's for dinner
it was really great to be with the people
that meant the most to me
but then my dad got a call from his friend
saying that my grandfather passed away...
the one person i wanted to see me graduate...
is gone forever & nothing can bring him back
he couldnt hold on for one more year... for me...

i can walk out of this house, go do whatever i want
and have fun doing it, like i did today...
but the minute i walk back in these doors
the tears & pain hit me harder than before...
knowing i'll never see him walk in this house
ever again...

i love you grandpa.
ill never forget you.
& even thought i never showed it
i love you more than anything
& i just wish i could have said goodbye...




sorry... needed to get it out...