i like him so much & he likes me supposably.. but i feel like i
still have no chance. I don't think anybody understands how much i
like this kid. I've tried soo hard for so long to try to get over
him but I can't. Like yes he does like me & all & I'm happy
that I didn't give up on him for that reason, but i still feel like
I'm going to get screwed.. everyone says it's just me because if I
saw how we acted together it is completely different then how he
acts with any other girl.. like I actually mean something to him
not like I'm just some other girl he can talk to.. but I guess I
just don't see it but it must be true! Maybe I'm just thinking all
of this because I miss him..? that could be possible because
I kinda sorta do miss him even thought I know I'm only 13 years old
& it's kinda stupid to say you miss a guy & people just
think it's something you say because you "like" them but
I don't know if this is just "liking" anymore.. my best
friend can swear that it is LOVE. because I've never felt like this
for a guy before & I don't know how to explain this feeling
& it's nice but it's confusing. I like it.. but then I don't..
I've never cried about a guy before & I've cried about him
& not because of something he did.. just because.. I actually
don't know why I just did !
My friend found out that he does like me.. this is how...
some girl was checking him out one time & he said to this girl
that was supposably hot according to my friend[obv a guy] &
that he didn't know that he was taken.. but he isn't so my friend
asked him by who & he said.. Angela.. wait no someone.. I don't
know. Also, he did actually admit that he likes me after this whole
time that everyone said he did like me & not to give up. He
said he would ask me out but..
1. he doesn't wanna have to do the whole girlfriend, boyfriend
thing like texting 24/7 which we technically do already but
whateverr
2. plus he said that he would rather us just stay really good best
friends then us go out & then break up & not be good best
friends again..
so i guess that is good being that he actually likes me & cares
that much not to risk our friendship & wanting to stay
close..<3
I'm really sorry everyone.. I'm just venting big time! & I just
needed to get this out somewhere.. if anyone wants to help me or
give me suggestions.. just comment on this quote or my profile.. if
you do THANK YOU SO MUCH<3*
