Don't you just love how when
you're in class the day after you and your boyfriend breakup, and
you see him walking down the hall, holding hands with the girl that
looks like an elephant, and who he claims is like his,
"sister", then, the next month they go to prom together,
& you've fought it all this time, but now you feel like you
have to text him, or you'll surely go insane? So, you text him, and
tell him, that those feelings are still there, that you still love
him, and he tells you that he feels the same, but that he hurt you
so much, and he cant stand to hurt you again?
Yah, me too.
All last year and last Summer, I talked to this guy, and
eventually, I fell for him. Hard. & This Feb. we decided to try
dating again, well, we dated for three months, but I had to have
surgery one week, and I was gone from school/church/basketball
games, and my bestfriend calls me one day to meet her at the
library, so I did, & she tells me he cheated on me with
my cousins girlfriend, then, the next day, he went to the movies
with this girl, and cheated on me again, so I ended it, the next
day, I was walking to his locker with one of his friends, to give
him his jacket back, and we were almost to his locker when his
friend goes, "Hey Cait, I'll just take that back to him."
So I agreed, but I looked over at his locker, and there he was,
standing with another girl, I've been more depressed then ever,
since then, he measns the world to me, but he's not worth it, he
causes me so much pain! So now, I've became a proffessional liar, I
lie to everyone, my friends, family, him, and now, I'm starting to
believe myself.. Wanna know what I'm telling people? "I'm
soooo over him, he's in the past." But every now and then, I
look back and almost cry, then I have to stop myself, because I'm
turning into someone I dont want to be, I've gotten drunk in hopes
to forget him. But that just reminds me more of him, I talk to
other guys, I've even dated them, but everytime I find someone, I
look back, and see you. :(
Don't you just love how when you're in class the day after you
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Jun 23, 2010 3:07pm
