I know I disappoint you,

I'm not who you want me to be.

I've tried my hardest,

but I know I'll never succeed.

It hurts to see the pain I've caused deep in your eyes.

I promise I'll try my best,

even though my try's are useless.

All I ever wanted to see,

Is a smile of pride and happiness.

Don't be in despair

To be proud of you means to love you as you are,

see the small things you do,

knowing when your sincere and being happy of the achievements you've made.

Having you is the greatest gift that God could hand me.

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Purple - Me
Blue - Papa.
wrote this when i felt usless, didn't mean for my Papa to see... when i left to pick something up from my friends place and stayed for a while came back to see an answer to my usually unanswerd questions, this is why my Papa is my hero and inspiration.