you see him in the
hallway, and suddenly you have to go over and get your pencil
that randomly fell on the floor over there, and you grab it and
get up, and then you look into his eyes as he looks into yours,
and you're thinking wow, and the moment passes, and you pass
eachother, and now you have to wait for this moment again
tomorrow, something to look forward to, but wait a minute, what
if he looked back at you after he passed you? no one else would
be able to tell you, there's no way you could tell one of these
people in the hallway that so much energy had passed between you
and him, they wouldn't tell you whether he was looking
at you or his locker, and you didn't tell your friends to watch
him for you, you doubt they even know you like this guy this
much, because there's just so much between your heart and him
that they just can't know, they wouldn't get it, in case some
small thing happens and they ruin it, no, you can't take that
chance, well sweetie, the only way to
tell,
is
to look
back
at him
yourself