I lay back in my bed, sighing.
Week 29. Everyday, it seemed my baby grew a little more. I keep
my eye out for Hannah. I have never seen her complain. Not once.
I admire her for that.
It hurts to watch her go
through this. Every time I see her, I wish I could take her in my
arms. Let her know she doesn’t have to go through this
alone.
Let her know I love her.
I groaned. I was miserable.
Needing to cheer up, I reached between my mattress, grabbing the
ultrasound pictures of my baby. The ones Hannah brought.
I have stared at this photo for
hours. I can’t believe this baby is mine. I try to look for
my resemblance in him. I look for my nose, my hands, and my ears.
Anything. But the baby is too young to tell anything about him. I
just had to wait another ten weeks.
Smiling, I look at my baby.
Trying to imagine what it will be like. I was so engrossed in the
photo, that I didn’t hear my mom approaching. Or my door
opening. I did hear her sharp intake of breathe.
I threw the picture behind me.
“Hi mom,” I stuttered.
She shook her head.
“Please tell me that was not an ultrasound
picture.”
I looked down, guiltily.
“That would be lying,” I whispered.
“Is…is it
yours?”
I nod.
She sat down next to me, her
head in her hands. “Logan. How could you be so stupid?
Didn’t your father tell you to use…”
I interrupted. “Yeah mom.
I…I just made a big mistake.”
She shook her head at me.
“Oh Logan,” she whispered.
“I’m sorry mom.
I’m not expecting money or anything. I got a job. And
I’m trying to work out colleges and…mom?”
She looked up, her eyes filled
with tears. I walked up and gathered her in a hug. We sat there
together, tears dripping down our cheeks.
Almost there(:
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